March 26th 2016

Posted by Bobby Jenkins | Feb 23, 2017 | Bipolar Disorder, Bobby Jenkins: The Diary of a Bipolar Bear, Identity | 0 |

diary of a bipolar bear

March 26th 2016
Dear Diary, 
My first therapy session was today, and it was a real treat. I’m still living in the aftermath of broken relationships, dramatic breakdowns, and short-term jobs.
I’m only beginning to realize that maybe (just maybe?) I’m the problem. My therapist thinks I’m right.
How Enlightening……
Anger management-meets-psychotherapy intake session? Brutal! Joseline! I hate her. Bears who say their regular names with FrenchAccents should be banned from the Arctic!……Same with bears who only post selfies on Instagram.
She just kept asking about parents. I wasn’t exactly eager to go down memory lane that is rich with abandonment and single parent hangups. As if growing up gay in the Polar Bear community isn’t hard enough!
Hmmmmm….I just reread this and realize how fucked up I am.
Child of Divorce? Check.
Capital C Crazy? Check.
Weed aficionado? Yes.
Dramatic!? Check Check Check. 
Diagnosed and medicated? Nope.
No meds for this guy. 
The worst was when I looked over at her bookshelf, and there’s a book called “How to Love Your Gay Son”.  🙁 I started triggering rage. I Hate her ‘so’ much!!!!
She started telling me how “Gay isn’t my only problem” (Jeez Thanks) The only thing I could think was that this lazy-ass excuse for a therapist needed her license revoked (look into that tomorrow) Then the whole thing about smoking weed and having kids. (I don’t have to pick , bitch.) I mean, fuck this lady. Which gypsy budget-ass psych classes was this dumbass attending?……Throwing the table my mistake. But, it could have gone worse. 
I feel like Anger Management just isn’t for me. 
Also, Fuck Therapists 🙂

About The Author

Bobby Jenkins

Bobby Jenkins is a lovely polar bear who battles Bipolar Disorder and has the style of a BEAR in the gay community. He was raised by a single mother, who doesn't understand him, and has two seemingly perfect sisters too. He attended one year of Undergrad at the Arctic College of Art and Design with a Major in Fashion Studies and a Minor in Nude Life Drawing. However, due to an unfortunate manic event, involving a Professor, two seals, and a very fishy salmon, Bobby was asked to take an indefinite leave of absence. Since then, Bobby has worked odd jobs to support his life of clubbing, frustration, and obsessing over really hot bears. His dream is to leave the Arctic behind and move to the bright lights of Chicago where the coolest bears and cubs from around the world work hard and play even harder.

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